my heart hurts today

i want nothing more, but to sit in silenceforget everything but what never made sense before everything began to make sense and then forget it even more so. clean my slate of misinterpreted love songs ignore my self doubt and uneasy stomach anxiety driven sprees, each time you remind me of how beautiful i can be rhyming again, i hate when i rhyme in poetry it irritates me. i have no idea how to convey each emotion properly, vocabulary phrases, background noise ticking time bombs patiently waiting, as i explicitly abuse my ink stained fingertips attempting a breakdown, abusing the paper

i wish i had half the strength you do, or did.. i wish i had half the strength you do, or did..

i feel uncomfortable feeling this alive there is no easier way to put it.

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