1:21 am with eyes fully focused

there is so much i should be or could be doing when i sleepi went through a portion of my life with a mere 2-4 hours of sleep each night avoiding the clock like a death sentence eyes closed meant moments missed & the most beautiful of moments take place when the world is sleeping tick tock the clock is on the microphone.. pick up the microphone.. and listen, don't speak, just listen repetitive like background noise, silenced nothing but myself, my music, my kitty kat & my thoughts

but work comes collecting at around 6am and mind grows hazy coffee only works for so long.

there is so much i should be or could be doing when i sleep i always have a fear of falling and never waking up you only die once, i don't want to miss my moment because i chose to shut my eyes and let the universe take me

i'd rather day dream the night away, in a polluted silence.

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