leave leave always leave

I want to take a break from writing again.I now remember how it made me feel, to eat, sleep, breathe, fuck, writing. makes my insides numb, my head go cloudy and my weaknesses brought to extremities. I need to focus on funeral parade.. the collection needs love. who knows, too many thoughts in my head to stop writing completely but, maybe I’ll continue again in my journal..

"where are we again?"

"i think we just landed in reality my friend"