an ephemeral delight

so i did as i saidchoked up the words & sheepishly hit send reciting a routine like envious daze wondering in the back of my mind will i be ok? from this new found addictive freedom, being shut out like a five finger shopping spree gone wrong i've been caught caught i began to fall but only got caught caught on each edge formed scrape mixed polluted imagery thee entire way down B U S T ! this girl blew up with an alcoholic truth the one thing you said you wouldn’t do left to pick up the pieces the one thing you said you wouldn’t do open up open up i want to know you the one thing you said you wouldn’t do i want my walls back

don’t take me seriously these words are “crap, crap” emotions to the tenth who am i again? the world may never know & i think i like it better that way protected mindset never surrendered

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