red velvet cake

        waiting.    ill accused & personally abused     addictive. deja vu "esque" waiting spree passionately twiddling thumbs as my stomach turns & sweat glands emerge     my grand entrance is to be made     with a mugh shot grin         s m i l e !         blinded.     wait, did i have something in my teeth?     this shot will be amidst the eyes for all of eternity...     or until someone chooses to     misplace my paperwork,     by mistake of course

long pause.

i miss my best friend & i miss my freedom i miss those days i'd, drink to remember & stay up all night like a crack fiened emerging a relapse simply because no matter how fuk'd up i was   i was inspired my liver was screaming canvas was meeting the expectations of my infinite driven mind

YOU CAN TAKE MY KEYS & YOU CAN TAKE MY MEANS BUT YOU WILL NEVER TAKE MY INSANITY.

someone bake me some red velvet cake i'm plannin an escape route...

dedicated to : dui, written in court until yelled at by the judge. written : 05 March, 2008 inspiration : scenery